Curse huyu jamaa

December 16, 2008 at 9:30 am | Posted in life | 6 Comments

Nilidai tu kamoja, akakanyangia, mi nikajam, yeye aka-duck, nikidhani ni jokes, nilibaki tu ma-lights, ideaz mob kwa kichwa lakini hazi make sense…juu ni yeye tu pekee nishawahi like, wengine bosk walikataa kuingia, mipango yangu ikawa haivai.

hii ni story ya boyfulani wa hood G kwa core, ka P I M P ki plani,  lakini akawa na ‘squashy pimple alipo meet mtoto fulani, mtoi wa Meja, sonko fulani mtaa.

yaani, zile feelings zilielea kwa blood stream, zikawa tu zina nihaunt vibaya, kila usiku nikilala, safari na mawazo ziliniandama. Zikawa haziniachii nafasi ya kupumzika juu jo, nilimess kitu real, na unajua ghetto kuangukia burus sio fake ni kismat tu…

ma-blame na ma-blame, kila time tu nilijiblame, maswali hayana jibu, ma-memory sweet tu ndo zilini keep sober. day ingine hapo, nakumbuka, nilimwangushia vision twedi thate fae, future yake na mimi, kakabaki tu kana-blush, zile dimples zika sink ka venye roho yangu yu bonyezeka kila time niki checki.

Wallahi, sijawahi feel kitu ha hii.

Huyu mtoi alimada kimadaga, ka folk tale ya Lwanda Magere ali-discover behind hii veil ya u-gangsta, kuna kitu soft huku ndani.

Saa zingine, hizi mathoughts zi unitempt nitoe urwaro niiseti kwa mdihe, nikimbie mtaa nikiwika…

Lakini na-decide tu kujiskizia tu, ziwezi show mtu huzuni inayo nikumba, machungu yanayonipata ni siri yangu na kaburi la sahau.

Ata ka sitawahi get mwingine ka yeye…maisha lazima iendelee, ama?

***hii ni fiction, hakuna kitu personal, hehe.**