erm, just a thought

January 25, 2008 at 8:24 am | Posted in life, randommoments | 8 Comments

punctuality is a virtue to uphold if you want to avoid pee-pole, they say. again, they counter say that punctual people are those who have nothing to do..arghh..confused they-ism!

boyfulani, if you care to know, is a chronic latecomer. he has always something to do before doing what he is ‘supposed’ to do.

anyway, must i always greet people anytime i come before the lecturer? this morning i attended my first class and i met no new faces. oh, manze, am growing old. when u kosa freshmen in yua class, know u going to get packed in a class full of’ T.T.Y’s- tired third years! so, of course, they are all familiar and i had to smile extra harder as i passed my salams….almost cracked there.

meanwhile, my life is in a pretty mess.i have said this many times but i cant dare mention the details. nitakosa bibi 🙂 ha, whatever that may mean to you.

its a new year and there is nothing that is really charming. well, i know i may have to look deeper , but why must we dig so deep to find anything precious? i mean, should pain be always an equivalent of value? take for instance me. am so open to explore…wonder if there is more to me than meets the eye.

i want to make more friends and enemies this sem. the old ones are boring me out of this world and are just as unappreciative as ever. why do we always look at the face value of someone?

i dont know what they think of me as a ‘friend’ but in as much as am concerned, am good!

altogether, i think i have lost tonnes of confidence. reason, i dunno! but am still cool with life, and like the ever elusive weight, i’ll gain it with time.

yester, for lack of a better thing to do, i went to lounge in the 101_0743.jpgcampo common room. it was filled to the brim, thanks to the slow start of the sem. as i tafutad a ka-space to fix my ass, i spotted and empty one. actually, there was a ka-chick who had spread her goodies like it was a her grandma’s sofa. well, after i enquired about the possibility of propping up my ass against hers, she shrugged and pulled her sorry self together- albeit reluctantly.

hmmpph! when will some people learn that the holiday is over and this is not their mama’s back yard?

well, i never take chances…and went ahead ‘to ask ‘about something…smiling benevolently.


cleary, any chit chat was unwelcome. i sat next to the be-whore- tiful babe for the rest of the movie..with the skull and bones insignia murderously playing in my head..hehe.

anyway, its funny how everyone tends to think that a guy greeting a chick is probably interested. i know strangers are scary, especially to gals, but…i just wonna make whatever way not excluding ‘naive’.

and no matter how friendly your gestures could be, some people’s coldness just kick the sizzle out of it.

make someone smile today.


the backlash of the ‘not-so-fly’

January 21, 2008 at 10:36 am | Posted in d8ingame, he-motions, msheflani | 5 Comments

as a dude, i think there is no greater gift on earth than having an adoring girl.woman. lady…. whoever is in your life.humble, submissive, generous(ahem) caring, not-so-possesive and the nice bundle that comes with a girl who thinks you are the whole world to her. mostly, they refer to them as plain jane or simply the girl next door.

i find the term not-so-fly more appealing.

yaani,she is the ideal every sense of the word(though they are mostly slightly injured dang!). all men may want to be seen with the hippiest, fly and hot mamas around but not as many would rush them down the aisle.or who would like all attention on his wife once they tie the knot? i mean, its cool to know that your girlfriend is being hit on by other guys(or chicks hehe)- at a safe distance…but wife? u got reason to mourn. however, as they come, even me is caught in the frenzy. seductive, half naked, show stoppers, jaw droppers…they generally create Kodak moments.mostly, they are taken as strophies.. to bag, bang, brag then bash off…

meanwhile, behind every well-meaning guy’s wild fantasies is the ideal girl that he likes. or loves. she may be the girl next door,  but us being men, we go round and round the block before finally arriving at her doorstep, never really stopping to ask for ‘directions’.sadly, this usually comes as a last result.she will receive you with open hands and love when the world frustates you. never mind the world here includes the other mama you are cheating on her with. still, i dont think this is desperateness . its an inspiration to those who just let go easily. the belief that the man they love will change sometime is their religion and the genuine ones hold it to the grave. she is a total woman and duly brushes your ego till it shines…regardless of all your shortcoming. to her, you are the greatest man on earth. you maybe a loser out there but her words are the driving force in life .she has faith in you, and like the hope she holds on that you will change…you also know you will make it, regardless of the ‘impossibility’ of breaking out from the ‘losing crowd’.

further in life, you may be a father. and as fate would have it, she is the mother. u sprung up!…’against your will/wish’ and your reactions(predictably negative) doesnt really deter her ‘love’. it seems to grow stronger. true to the dettol advert, she has ‘two babies’ and will take care of them selflessly.

big ups to all baby mamas out there..ah.. and those real ladies out there who show real love to the men in their lives, just like that.

now, the hard task is picking out genuine love out there. unfortunately, most of this heavenly babes do not have a matching eminence in their looks department. men are visual you know and in the bid to have the ‘finest’ they overlook this gem of a me and as a sober guy, they are the most beautiful women on earth.they may not be all that yadda, but they are queens.

the most heartwrending thing is that when you are frustatrated by the so called every-one’s dream and whole lot of kawa relationshits…..and there is this sudden gush of have…a ‘real woman, erm , dawg, records have it that u have to stretch and cast your nets wider.pray the whole EAC thing succeeds!

sad world

January 8, 2008 at 3:28 pm | Posted in life | 5 Comments

sob as you spin. hope you all having a happy new year.peace.

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